i'm very troubled

[Lady Maven]

Yeah.. well.. same dog bit me.

[Nagash]

You should hang out. You can be old and worn out together!

[owly]

well i been gone for a few weeks i tried to over dose again i took 90 valuem and walked around my house naked trying to set a fire on the stove and standing by the window naked this time they put me in the hospital they gave me good drugs so i didn't mind even met a girl named joyce. i'm in vegas now it'spretty cool it's nice seeing my Mom and it'e surprisingly cool, well i miss you all i'm on dial up so you won't see too many utube links from me for a while i missed you all more than you know..........

[asoc]

Do I need to fly my broke ass down there and kick your ass?

Stop doing that.

[owly]

My daughter called the cops when i went into a coma on the floor yes she was home when i was walking around naked, she saved my life they said my blood pressure was so low they was surprised i lived. i don't remember overdosing at all all i remember is waking up yelling help in the emergency room i noticed a rubber tube coming out of my dong (What the hell) when i went to sleep and woke up it was gone i tried pulling it out myself but it wouldn't come out. i'm glad i'm alive and i'm glad i'm friends with Hatama and i'm really glad i'm starting a new freindship with Joyce she doesn't do ant kinda drugs but she so funny maybe i'll move back down to texas to be with her someday.............

[Nether]

You dumbass, we've had enough people die around here latlely

[Venus]

Stop doing that shit.
how do u think your daughter feels

[Amb]

First, I gotta say... we've missed you too owly!!! even with all your crazy youtube posts

Secondly, like everyone else said.. STOP DOING THAT CRAP!!! we don't want you to die

[Silverwolfe]

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.
-Helen Keller

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
~Mother Teresa

[Lady Maven]

I said it all in a PM. Welcome back.

[Nagash]

Good to hear you lived, even if you should stop doing that shit. Imagine how insecure your daughter must feel by now. No more (drug induced?) suicide attempts!

[owly]

That was beautiful Sivler

My dauter and her boy friend and my grandson went to Wyoimy or how ever you spell that state anyways they're doing good.

No more trying to kill myself i no longer want to meet Kurt from nivana, i'm at peace with my self i find myself reminiscing alot i cry to alot to i'm a Pisces i'm a romani and travel is my nature i never lived in one place for over 3 years in my life, well half romani and half french. You guys don't need to come over here and kick my butt i learnt my lessen.

And
Mav thanks for the PM's somehow you allways bring me back to earth

edit/today we went shopping for clothes and i wacked out to smoke a cig and the hot counterest said to my mom that i was handsome, life has it little ways to grab you someti8mes you know.........

[Lady Maven]

That is what I am here for, witty one liners and cold hearted doses of reality.

Wishing not to be depressed does not make one happy and for others to want you to live doesn't keep the exhaust pipe out of your mouth. You will at some point need to get out of bed, take a deep breath and go on living. We will always be here for you. We will pray and care, and be the shoulder to lean on when you need just a bit more strength to carry on.

But dude, for the poor bastards who will have to haul your carcass out put some fucking clothes on next time, eh?

[tubs]

I'm 1/4 Romani! I have lived in 4 different counties in England and 2 states in the US. It's in our blood!

[Lady Maven]

I am pure white trash descended from a LOOONNNGGGG line of people who were kicked out of every other decent country on earth. No delusions of grandeur allowed in my family tree. Fuck, we are lucky our tree branches and isn't a stick.

[owly]

Your not a white trash descended lol

[owly]

i met another girl this morning she lives next store to me, her name is Marry. We hit it off bigtime. We're going to the movies tonight, shes like 98 pounds soaking wet and she's 22 a little young for me but she makes me laugh she so funny she had me rolling. She also going to get me some weed tonight too, so that is cool. She said she finds my hair sexy lol. All i got to do is find out what movie to go to, anyone seen any good movies lately and what was it?

[Nether]

Owly man You+Any kind of Drug=Big fucking mistake

Take it easy and try and get your head straight man.

[bigSparky]

I'm never one to tell folks to put down the weed, but this time I think Nether is right on. If you think that at your age weed is going to help you enjoy a 22 year old any better, your problems are deeper than even you think. You know you and we know you. You do the weed and you are gonna do the other shit too. Then you are gonna get the come-down on and try to kill yourself again. Sometimes life sucks, sure, but now it's time to man up and get sober. Get to know the real you again. If you don't like the real you, from a sober perspective, then make whatever adjustments you need to. I'm pretty sure most of us here like you. I know I do. We have a lot of very similar experiences you and I. But you are really starting to piss me off. This community is so small as it is, and it seems we are dropping like flies. The others we have lost over the last few years and months couldn't do anything about it. No excuse for you checking out on your own. All it will do is cause a lot of folks a lot of pain and sorrow. Lay off the weed for a year and get to know you again. Lay off the other stuff altogether, unless it is prescribed by a doc for legit reasons. Then, when you are right with you again, go ahead and spark up from time to time. Dude, the long term layoff makes freakin' Mexican dirt weed seem like Big Island Buds.

So good luck with the little girl. I can't begin to express how jealous I am
But just KNOCK IT OFF.

[Venus]

But you are really starting to piss me off

A FUCKING MEN!!!!!

i agree with what he said. First of all, you need to be in a fucking rehab somewhere. maybe a 30 day voluntary commitment at a mental institute even.

you need to do SOMETHING. its clear that there is something wrong

one of my flaws is i have ZERO sympathy for anyone trying to kill themselves. I don't generally try and talk them down. because in my opinion its completely fucking selfish. you don't help yourself. you just hurt other people and its selfish as hell
what your doing and letting your daughter find u every time is fucking bullshit. i have no respect for that whatsoever.

i'm sorry, i know i should be in here saying,"please don't kill yourself blah fucking blah" but stop FUCKING trying to and get some goddamn help

you know good and damn well its going to happen again, you told us its happened twice in what, three months? you say your ok now, but u said that last time to. and u did it again.

Man up and get help. your a grown ass man ,if NOTHING else you shouldn't be hurting your daughter this way.

and stop the drugs for gods fucking sake. no matter what you think, they aren't helping right now.